Frustrating night

I love you. I do. Hopefully time will heal this. I never knew I could feel so very, very alone.

Happy Easter Baby!

Happy Easter 2012-Deployment #1

Ever try sleeping with a broken heart...

Truth be told I didn't...couldn't even sleep in "our" bed tonight.

So I'm laying on the couch, thinking about drinking, knowing I probably won't...because it wouldn't make me feel any better.

I'd cry, but I'm so used to this, there aren't even any tears.