Wide awake

Its 0453, and I'm wide awake I stressing on how your going to tract to my latest email.

The last time I was any where near critical/ made a suggestion, you didn't talk to me for a week...

I just feel I'm setting myself up for the silent treatment because I see your boredom from a different angle. The kind of angle that would be cause for more judgement and disciplinary punishment.

Please remember you love me because I see things differently than you. Please.

I'm so scared your going to shut down. Please don't. Please. I'm begging you.

I just love you so much.

I see this going so wrong, so fast.

God I'm scared, especially about you, getting in trouble.

  I do love you, I hope you know that. The worst part is I can't talk to anyone about this. That's how I know its an issue. Please forgive me. Without you, I'm alone.
I'm up, waiting on you, hopefully you'll write.

Love You, Your scared wife